I’m going to share my story of unconditional love, forgiveness and judgements! I’m probably gonna lose some people over this but maybe not! Here goes!
One day 3/16/19 I found out my husband was on life support. I lost it! I knew this was going to be it. That dream flashed back about his funeral. He had negative energy still, I didnt want him to transform to the other side that way. I knew he always felt my heart, I always felt his. I forgave him for everything, all of it! I asked him to forgive me for hurting him, to forgive himself! I sent unconditional love to him through imagining universal love and energy connected to it. 3 x’s a day I did this. The 3/21/19 evening meditation a warm loving feeling came through, I saw like a energy circle around me. I felt his presence so I told him he could go to the other side and not to worrry about anything said or done to anyone. The next day he passed. I had a sense of freedom kinda like peace when I meditated that afternoon. I just waited for a sign. I could smell him and feel him. I couldnt sleep that first night 3/22/19. I asked him if he could give me a sign? My grandchildrens play room tv that never goes off disney suddenly came on and turned channels to news and blew the volume up! I knew this was him. I heard him say hey babe, then he was gone. A week while money for funeral was settled and he would do things here and there, TV on news at 3:15 am. And he liked the microwave once or twice.
3/30/19 We had his funeral. I went early to see him and left as everyone came. My mother in law gave me the vows I wrote him with his wedding ring in them, he had been carrying it all that time. I knew as soon as I grabbed that, we were going to talk. I took two pictures of him and took a flyer. When i got home the flyer disapeared fast. and my sd card became currupt, deleting his pictures from funeral. at 7 pm I had this feeling overwhelming feelings of remorse, sorrow, deepest love ever and forgivness. I was on my porch at this time meditating, my chakras spun so fast, my body was like paryalized and i saw Derrick in like a shadowy spot on my porch. I felt the most peaceful loving calm. The sound was high and beautiful. My ears immediately popped. I felt as if we were connected and us to all. He started to talk and it was as fast as knowing. I felt his feelings and he knew what i was thinking as we connected. Out of all my many empathic communictions this one was way stronger and magnificant. Divine!
First he told me to not think about him being dead. HE said we were tought energy transforms and it does. Im very much alive but different. He said we are all able to see other dimisons but we have to raise our vibrations first. God is Love! He is Pure Love! He told me of his life review. He saw all the pain he caused through our perception. I felt his pain and love! Their are many different vibrational dimisions and lower forms go to the vibration that fits them upon death. Higher vibrational diminsions for others. Then if our souls need to go back and fix things we clease or learn through the life review what to go do again. He said we can come straight back or be a guide. Time is different for us so we are all going to be with one another again. We are soul tribes. We have traveled many lives before. He said as my twin flame, he was the person to help me see my own faults, to find my way to the Divine. To see where I need change and to begin a whole new way of seeing and thinking. He said judgement creates negative energy and we should all stop judging. And in order for us to raise our inner vibrations we must work on our selves. Get rid of all that does not suit us. He told me to live through gods love always. Gods love is in us all. Thats why there is no hell. We are all Gods children and we go to dimisions accourding to our soul growth. An advanced soul knows this and doesn’t believe you go to hell because you may have lied, robbed, hit or worse. God forgives all so if you mess up next time do it different. We must all come to a place of unity and true love. A advanced soul has no judgement just love but they live a life of porpose and service to others. A complete soul is not jelouse, angry, or vengeful, selfish and judgemental. I had never felt like this before. The love I felt from him was truly angelic. Then he told me to learn about our human history. Our religious history. He said we were all tought differnet versions of someone eles truth. He said we were manipulated to believe things were evil so we wouldnt look for the truth.
Now that I have been through this experince, Im not afraid to say we need to all take a deep look inside us all! He told me to talk about my experience to see if it could help others to look again. I was afraid of what others might think. He said do it no matter the fear. Some will hear the message some won’t. We need a new way of thinking. Everything is falling apart because we cant remember we are Gods children even when we sin. The person saying, ‘I hope he went to heaven!’ Thats sinning!! That judging!
I’m sharing this story because I was guided to and also to help others see that when things seem bad that is God telling at you to find him inside you. To find your true self is to find him! He brought me to a place where I found God!