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Shared Death Experience

After my husband’s funeral I knew he was going to visit me. I knew it and I felt him. I personally thought I was losing my mind. I had waited until dark. I could see his energy body in front of me. All of the sudden I was hearing his voice in my head. His voice, like a am radio shoved in my head. All of my chakras spun at that moment. My crown started to tingle and I felt this amazing love stronger than any love ever felt.

My husband told me he had felt me the whole time he was on life support. As if we were hanging out. He explained that he was my guide until he reincarnated. I was age six. The male voice I could hear in my astral projections was his. Female me, my higher self. He stated he was going to be my guide again.

I walked in the house, not believing this. You gotta prove it I said. He showed my 2 year old granddaughter his soul. She froze, Mimi you got a man in your closet. My son age 13 heard her looked up and gasped for air. I said alright, you got my attention! let’s do this! My kids felt his love. Even now, two years later, they talk about the love from him was amazing.

He began to tell me that I had a pure heart. That what I was feeling was Christ consciousness. That we have been tricked into thinking that the path to the divine was evil so that we could not find God. When I asked questions the answers came fast. It was the speed of thought, fastest communication etc is thought.

I asked him about reincarnation, was he going to? He had told me I helped save him from that cycle! He explained that he was my mirror soul. He told me we are a part of a tribe. New souls were coming in and the ones leaving we were going back to source. My mind was blown! Mirror souls, twins?!

He told me he was sent to wake me up. We are a ascended being. A race that was used at the beginning of our creation story to create humans. All of my spiritual waking experiences started with him in my life. I had always felt his heart and he mine. We are one part of the whole soul. He the male positive, and me female negative. In this dimension we become opposite because of the programs. He was negative here, I am positive. This is the realm of evil.

We have contracts with other souls and each other before incarnation of each life. Only a portion of each essence of male/female makes our human experience. Other guides are other dimensions of us in every chakra. I know it’s a lot. The death dream I had about us at his funeral few months before all this, that’s the hall of records. Our souls communicate with each other before 3d death here.

I know I couldn’t believe it myself. My ears were popping. I could hear the most beautiful loving music tones. The most beautiful experience I had ever felt, witnessed or was apart of. This experience for ever changed me. It was the most real thing ever experienced. I know by him telling me to research what he showed me and doing that, this is real stuff.

Ancient scriptures, writings, and tablets all talk about this. He also said this is a game. This avatar is controlled outside our body. He made every energy source spin simultaneously inside my body. Yes he is definitely my guide. One half at least.

Connecting with guides 2

So my first post on this was my first communication with my guides I was told with in three months I would completely understand. I was told keep going inside. Do the inner work. Learn about our spiritual history. We must know our past to understand our future. They told me to stand everything on its head. To rip apart everything I’ve ever been taught. To question everything .    

I had always been told chakra energy was witchcraft but here I was using it to open my heart. Opening my pineal gland and having an experience inside my body from a obviously outside force. It felt like the most beautiful loving experience of life. It definitely was not evil.

I had a disturbing dream one night that my husband and I went to a temple. It was a marble temple and we were greeted by a tall hooded figure with a female voice. She took us to a room telling us we needed to watch this to prepare. We went in sat down and a casket set in front of the room. A marquee scrolled over it with my husband’s name, we were at his funeral. This happened the week after my first connection with My higher self.

I had a hard time with this dream because the meditations guided me to this was going to happen because of his negativity. It was going to start happening more and more because of people’s negativity also. I started to realize that our Earth was about to go through a major change.

So about two week away from the three month mark my husband fell ill and ended up on life support. My heart sank and my guide kicked in, suddenly I was qw, healing energy through me. Through the outer universe. Through my husband. As I did this I imagined his soul was healing. I sent him love. I sent him forgiveness. I also asked him to forgive myself for hurt I caused him.

My guides showed me how to preform these energy healings. They encouraged me to repeat these meditations 3 times a day. I did. I was told he would heal on the other side. I had never, ever know of or about what I was being guided to do. I was shown how to protect myself. I was shown grounding. I was told to talk to his soul when I wasn’t there.

Exactly 7 days later we pulled the plug. I heard him telepathically call my name that night. Right after we did it I went into a long guided meditation to guide him through. I started seeing white orbs with nodes around it during my meditations leading up to his funeral. The first night and pretty much daily I was woke up at 3:15 am on the dot through the tv coming on by itself and tuning to the news by it’s self. For 7 more days I was guided to continue with meditations 3 times a day.

My husband died 3/22/2019. On March 30, 2019. The day of the funeral I went 2 hours ahead of everyone. I lost my Shit when I went in. I remember crying and asking him why. My mother-in-law shows up handing me his wedding ring wrapped in my vows. Suddenly I felt his energy. I smelled him. And this loving emotion came over me. It felt as if my mother-in-law handed me his soul.

I’m going to break the rest of this down in my next post tomorrow. It’ll probably be part 3 of connection with my guides.

Walking through dimensions.

I have woke up in different times. I woke up in the past once. I have also woke up in the future. I’m sure this was astral projection. I have also woke up in an entirely different life a couple of times.

I just want to mention that spiritual change, or growth happens during your darkest days. At least that’s how mine has always been. You know those times when you are asking yourself why? How? Is my life in the hole, that’s when revelations are made.

I was going through a very low time in my life, my marriage was falling apart. The love of my life was drifting away. I had asked for guidance, using love energy. During this time in my life I was learning about chakra energy.  Slowly my guides where communicating with me tho I was unaware of it then.

I found a book called past lives regression for idiots. After about half way through the book I woke up in the 1700s. I remember my husband the same one as now beside me. It was winter time. I was rolling over to ask him to put logs on the fire. We had a log cabin and kids in the loft. All this was familiar to me, until I opened my eyes and saw an airconditoner in the window. As soon as I seen the air conditioner I was shocked. I felt out of place. I had to close my eyes and regroup. After much processing and meditation I realized that it was a past life memory. The book is a really good by the way.

The next time I end up experiencing a different life event, it was the future. I have had psychic dreams my whole life. The house my husband and I live in I had been having flash backs about it. When I fell asleep I again went to another time but this time it was the future. Earth was in inhabited. It looked like a war happened all over it. I was in a space ship witnessing this. My husband was with me, I was showing my children all the places on earth we had lived in during past lives. I had explained how we have lived many lives during many life cycles. I was showing them how we are all connected to the all.

By now you should be seeing how guides contact us through our sleep cycles. How extraterrestrial encounter can seem like a dream. How that astral travel is normal and how we are definitely beginning to see the connection to all parapsychology! We are all walking through dimensions.